me and my nescafe

2012-02-12T22:36:00.003+08:00

currently on second chapter. taking a break from proposal writing...

Updates 110212

2012-02-11T23:22:00.008+08:00

Dah lama tak main futsal. Got the invitation to play for the mukha family lawan the ghazalis, the sanusi and the karims clan. Played at padang@1U. Since dah lama tak main and practise, so bit out playing the match, nevertheless i enjoyed the game. Lawan the 3 clans back to back, and best part only the female player can be in D zone and score!. The guys can be the playmaker and assist the them. :)

before the game - team pic

(taken from yana's cousin's fb album)

The Mukha family

(gambar curik from babynyer tweet pic)

Ohh.. im giving up my yoga voucher... anyone want it? let me know
It's unlimited yoga time for whole month....
turns out male have to bring female partner for the session. damn you find print line :(

Lagu mlm ini

2012-02-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

got hooked up with the heavy bass and drum beats

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The workstation ver 2.0

2012-02-08T00:37:00.003+08:00

This is my new workstation, this is the 1st time after i move back to ttdi. Its not going to be a permanent, will change according to the mood. :)

Short conversation with mom

2012-02-04T17:15:00.005+08:00

I haven't had a shave for 2 weeks

so this morning, me and mom had this conversation.

Mom: Why tak shave? u look like brutus (popeye's rival for olives). Mama tak suke la.

Me: Ok apa. Sapa nak tengok. Im comfortable with it.

Mom: Still rasa cam tak kemas...

Me: Ok. Tell you what, i'll shave when a girl comes to me and say "i'll date you if u shave". HAHAHA

Mom: ......

* honestly i was thinking to grow it for change. I will shave it off when i'm ready.

current feeling...

2012-02-02T02:52:00.000+08:00

Foo Fighters - February Stars (live)

Putting the mind to its best

2012-01-27T00:37:00.005+08:00

i have been spending most of my nights at home. writing and reading and not to mention rearrange the room. proposals that need to be submitted ASAP. me and a friend got a job opportunity, not big but good for my experience. still hush hush and will have the meeting this weekend. The band project slowly picking up, bump into one of the member of prominent band, throw my ideas and surprisingly he wants to help and support. so that too gonna be my priority #1.

im all gear up and ready to roll. god speed.

p/s: i miss her

77 ways to come up with an idea by Ivan

2012-01-25T00:20:00.001+08:00

* sumthing i got from the net. enjoy :)

Most of us come up with ideas for designs, logos or advertising concepts in the most unexpected places. In the shower or during jogging.

The reason for this is simple. While research and strategic planning should be done with full concentration, ideation is best done subconsciously. If you try to concentrate to come up with an idea sitting over a white piece of paper most of the time you will sweat blood and come up with nothing good. You need to put your mind to a state where you do think about the problem at hand in the background, but the primary focus is on something else.

Here is a list of many things you can do to help you take your mind away. Besides distracting you the exercises described below also activate your brain in different unexpected ways. This helps your brain to create new combinations of thoughts that may result in an idea.

It is beneficial to write down your brief as brief as possible and identify a few key subject matters that can easily kept in your mind before starting this unusual brainstorming. Make sure you have paper and pencil at hand so you can scribble down ideas.

Don't spend time evaluating them at this stage. The objective is to generate tons of ideas and explore many different directions.

1. Zoom in and out extremely on your subject in your mind
2. Take up the perspective of an ant and a bird
3. Look at your subject as if you were a priest / astronaut / vampire / prostitute
4. Examine your subject wearing pink glasses
5. Lie down on the floor
6. Hold your breath for 30 seconds
7. Put the company name behind bars
8. Write the company name SMS style
9. Curl up in your chair
10. Hyperventilate
11. Put the company name under-water
12. Imagine your subject glowing / radiating heat
13. Talk like Luke Skywalker
14. Write the company name on a bun
15. Write down 21 objects that the company's name remind you
16. Draw something for 60 seconds without lifting your pencil from the paper
17. Try not to blink for 60 seconds
18. Imagine shaving your eyebrows
19. Look at the ground for 60 seconds
20. Embrace yourself
21. Talk like a baby
22. Put something in your mouth and say the company name
23. Drink 2 glasses of water in one go
24. Write the company name on a tissue and wet it
25. Spend 20 minutes to come up with 20 ideas over a white sheet of paper
26. Turn on the music to the max
27. Take a leak / shower
28. Do 10 pushups (or at least try)
29. Scream: "I'm hungry!"
30. Pretend you're Neil French
31. Act like Marilyn Monroe
32. Open the dictionary on a random page and read the first entry
33. Pet your dog or something
34. Take a picture of yourself
35. Put earplugs in your ear
36. Sharpen your pencils
37. Take off your shoes
38. Look at the sky for 60 seconds
39. Pinch your nose and talk
40. Take off your socks and walk
41. Imagine your subject matter frozen if you can hold something cold
42. Count your money in your valet
43. Kick back and daydream
44. Play with a kid, a dog or a toy
45. Eat sweets
46. Browse the net with StumbleUpon
47. Act gay (or straight if you're gay)
48. Tidy up your office
49. Smell a flower or tea leafs
50. Wet your hair
51. Floss your teeth
52. Pinch yourself
53. Put something over yourself
54. Take off your shirt
55. Pretend playing golf
56. Pretend playing basketball
57. Kiss a lucky symbol
58. Blow soap bubbles or bubble gum
59. Make a prank call
60. Borrow an inexpensive object without asking
61. Draw a face on your finger
62. Wear something strange
63. Look at clouds and imagine there is a message
64. Count back from 27
65. Raise your both arms for 60 seconds
66. Do an air guitar solo or pretend playing the piano
67. Put chocolate to your mouth and resist the temptation to eat it
68. Shake your head
69. Pray like a ninja
70. Look out of the window and stare at one object for 30 seconds
71. Make a paper plane
72. Think about your subject as if it was made for the super rich
73. Type random characters and read it as if it was a secret code
74. Come up with 5 ridiculously lousy ideas
75. Think of a matching car for your product or service
76. Draw your client Dilbert style
77. Just close your eyes and relax

Lagu malam ini

2012-01-24T22:54:00.000+08:00

accidentally bump into this song

Getting the blessing...

2012-01-24T05:47:00.007+08:00

Its 0610hrs Tuesday 24 January 2012

Woke up after had a very strange dream me hanging out at the golf course with some corporate figures people. Turn on the macbook and here now im writing and entry. This story has got nothing to do with the dream that i had just now

Here goes....

Took mom for late lunch and groceries shopping yesterday, and we did have the heart to heart talk part 2. This topic is falls under planning and having own family - getting married. The last conversation about the letting me go and today topic is getting the blessing from the relationship.

The subject that i never actually got to talk about it. I've been in and out of relationship couple of times. The 2nd and the 3rd was the most talked about. Mom did mention whoever i choose to be with has her blessing. The 2nd was the wife-ready material, she can be the type that most mother in law fav daughter. Same goes to 3rd one, but has the first child syndrome (everything has to be her way) am i am fine with it in certain ways. i dont want to get into comparison on them about who gets the a OK sign and who is not. Let just say that i have learn that in order to build a bridge to healthy soon-to-be mother in-law relation, making the 1st impression is important and getting to know the positive side is very very important. When u got into disagreement and sulking and coming home with the long face, not to mention with constant whining and complaining about his/her wrongdoing; u have made a bad impression of that person to your parents. I know all you want is to share out the frustration rather keeping inside, but now remember that what has been input to your parents will stay in their heads - forgive but not forgotten. Scary huh... Because all parents wants to have the best for their son/daughter for whoever they choose to be with.

I did try to implement the idea of not telling my mom who i was dating previously. Save it when its confirm and i choose turn to my blood-related uncle to be my unofficial therapist (hahaha). He has been in the loop if i need his insight mentally and logically. I know it doesnt make sense sometimes but at least im sharing rather letting it rot in me. Well he has some spicy opinions most of the time and worry not i dont take his suggestions seriously. Just something to get your brain to spark on your next actions. And finally i brought her to see my mom for a tea, abit scared but i do hope for the best to get her blessing for our relationship. Told mom the positive of her all the time and sadly we're now no longer together :(

But on top of all this, is important to get the parents blessing, but this is your life to have with him/her. For better and worse. The good side and the not so good side. Forgive and choose not to remember and all those that comes in between. We make mistakes and learn our lesson in life.

end.

The return to the land once i call home

2012-01-22T23:29:00.007+08:00

Intro
Pagi yang hening, hujan renyai dan suasana yang tenang

1st act
Dah lama tak menjejak kaki di tanah subang selepas malam terakhir bersama dia sekitar nov 2011. Tetapi untuk memenuhi undangan rakan baik untuk aqiqah untuk anak yang kedua, i made myself to be there. Sekadar untuk bertemu mengenangkan that im close to the family. Met the brother as i was at the door, i was bit late as they already start the event. The brother knows about 'us' as he was asking about her. Lucky he didnt ask bout her whereabout. I was hoping that he knew about our status already. So yeah, habis the aqiqah and in the makan time, we sembang and i admit to him that im no longer with her. Serious muka dah berubah bila dia tanya kenapa? i admit that i was my fault, berat to say but at least pekung di dada dah out. Straight he say that h needs to catch up with her. I knew that both of them were close masa time kat australia. Lucky danial called, alasan not to talk about the situation. Danial came with her wife and 2 kids. Funny he commented on my fb about my status. The wife asked bout my another ex from terengganu, told her that she dah selamat kahwin. So case closed. I couldn't stay long, I had to leave as i made promise to see other friends at empire mall.

2nd act
El was having her wedding dress discussion at the local coffee shop. Phaddil and Hanis was there too. I was there to hand out another anis's wedding card and catch up with el before she fly off to see pablo and sum concerts kat melb. oh her friend bibi was there, she looks familiar she used to stay kat ttdi. So after the wedding dress discussion done, berjalan the 4 of us for lunch at belanga restaurant kat sana. Sembang2 and jalan around window shopping. To be honest i was uneasy for i might bump into her kat sana or event the parents. Done wit that, went to el hse to ambik buku hitler to baca during my long break CNY.

End
So till the day i return to the land of subang, the place i wish i could say 'home' in my heart. i wish you well.

Happy Chinese New Year to all! ;)

Updates 19 Jan 2012

2012-01-19T21:21:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone,

Updates!

1. Gonna skip foo fighters opt for close fren's wedding up north this coming march.

2. Toe's coming to KL this 14 March 2012. am so excited. Gonna make the Lawatan Sambil Belajar to the concert!

check it out here - http://junkonline.net/articles/3587-Toe-Live-in-Kuala-Lumpur-March-2012

3. Im gonna start buying reference books every month. Just got 2 books today :)

4. Projek susun bilik akan bermula dalam cuti tahun baru cina, not much major on it.

(sample)

Thats all for now!

updates frequent on twitter! - find me! :)

btw i want this before The Avengers is out

check it out here - http://www.thinkgeek.com/tshirts-apparel/hoodies/e773/

nota hari ini

2012-01-18T16:36:00.003+08:00

People say that when you meet your soulmate,
that person completes you.

So when it ends, does it mean you end up being a single
and a lonely half again?

Lagu hari ini

2012-01-11T17:03:00.000+08:00

What's wrong with you is good,
For what's wrong with me,
And I think maybe we should stick together

11 January 2012

2012-01-11T12:26:00.003+08:00

I like the number 11.
and when 1 + 1 = 2
2 is better than 1

i know it doesn't making any sense.

i do now make a wish when i see 11 on my watch or date

Hope the wish will come true

7 days of January 2012

2012-01-07T12:11:00.004+08:00

Alhamdulillah i got the job. still in the same line with good team. The pay is good, i could settle my debt and save more. ;)

To be honest i love hangout at mukha. Other hanging out wit the extend family, we could make new friends there. As mukha indirect tagline - mukha, where everybody knows your name. Oh oh.. thanks to lynn i got the chance to chat with her friend, shahir who works in a bank.

Share with him my business ideas and he can help me out on it. Well i do get excited a lil but it only can happen, once i have my paperwork done. Hence for that, Paperwork have to start soon plus with the research and most important location+premis.

So yeah, pintu rezeki dah terbuka. Depends on u to grab it or let it slide...

I'd pray that 2012 gonna be a good year for me and those that are close to me. Insyallah.

current feeling...

2012-01-05T20:53:00.003+08:00

it sad once a person that i love now becomes a stranger. i am sad :(

lagu hari ini

2012-01-02T08:17:00.000+08:00

alhamdulillah syukur, masih bernafas 2.1.2012

2012

2011-12-31T16:19:00.003+08:00

At the moment, I have only 5 things that i plan to do. I might add on as and when in 2012.

1. To be a vegan at least once a week- which is good, tried it once and more to come

2. Tryout yoga or climbing - i've tried yoga on youtube but it would be great u have someone to guide you

3. More Gig for the band - as their manager, will go all out to get it. sumore to fund our demo tape

4. Travel solo to Bali - i've always want to go. short trip to experience their cultural event and capturing the moments

5. start on 365days of photography - it could be anything, doesnt matter a person, item or scenery

6. Learn to float - funny because i can swim but can't float. so back to swimming class. hah!

Well there you go. What's urs?

Happy new year to everyone! god bless

is the end is the beginning is the end

2011-12-30T18:26:00.004+08:00

I'm gonna miss 2011
And look forward for 2012

Thank you for lesson learn in life, love and career.

Lagu hari ini

2011-12-29T12:00:00.000+08:00

current feeling...

2011-12-28T11:45:00.002+08:00

in the pursuit of happyness

2011-12-27T10:32:00.001+08:00

Toe - Goodbye / グッドバイ (CUT_DVD with Toki Asako)

2011-12-23T18:32:00.001+08:00

Diet?

2011-12-21T10:43:00.003+08:00

day 1 with carbo diet.

breakfast - coffee and choco.

lunch - fish and veges

inbetween - choco / yogurt

dinner - yogurt and salad

Serious can i pull this off? to be honest im pushing myself to do it as i want to loose the belly fat. Thanks to zikri (my friend who happens to be a gym instructor. Apart from the lifting weights and jogging. Let see in 1 months time will i get my lean mean body? We'll see...

Later guys ;)

i miss this...

2011-12-20T16:28:00.000+08:00

lagu hari ini

2011-12-20T14:16:00.001+08:00

lagu hari ini

2011-12-15T12:23:00.002+08:00

maybe..

2011-12-13T15:55:00.002+08:00

maybe i should quit my job,
sell my car,
pay my credit cards,
and move to another country

maybe i should change my job,
sell and buy a new car,
pay the remaining credits
find a girl and get married

or

maybe i should stick with my job and get the increment plus bonus,
dont sell the car but restore it,
Continue pay accordingly,
Continue getting new experience
Not in the rush to settle down

Radiohead - High & Dry

2011-12-11T11:49:00.000+08:00

lagu hari ini

2011-12-08T14:26:00.001+08:00

James Blake – Limit To Your Love

There’s a limit to your love
Like a waterfall in slow motion
Like a map with no ocean
There’s a limit to your love
Your love, your love, your love

There’s a limit to you care
So carelessly there, is it truth or dare
There’s a limit to your care
There’s a limit to your love
Like a waterfall in slow motion
Like a map with no ocean
There’s a limit to your love
Your love, your love, your love

There’s a limit to your care
So carelessly there, is it truth or dare
There’s a limit to your care

untitled

2011-12-07T19:13:00.002+08:00

setiap kali selepas solat.

Tidak putus aku berdoa.

Jika dia jodohku, permudahkan lah perjalanan untuk bersama

Jika tidak, bantu aku untuk melupakan dia

amin amin

i miss this...

2011-12-01T12:04:00.000+08:00

2011-10-27T10:52:00.000+08:00

Okay, maybe's fine. I like maybe.

cerita 2 situasi

2011-10-21T19:49:00.003+08:00

situasi 1

Dalam beberapa hari, khabar angin bertiup di ofis.

rakan sekerja bertanya "aku dengar, kau nak kahwin eh tahun depan?"

soalan cepu emas yang boleh hanya diberi hadiah senyum yang tak seberapa.

jawabku "eh, ,mana kau dengar ni?"

Dia senyum dan berlalu...

Situasi 2

Dalam perjalanan ke tempat client

'Fadli, i see u haven't been spending' cakap rakan sekerja

'U saving up for for kahwin eh?' sambung lagi

Aku hanya mampu tersenyum.

Aku rasa dier tengok kasut aku yang dah koyak.

Kesimpulannya - aku akan kahwin tahun depan kut? insyallah

When You Just Need To Be Alone

2011-10-18T10:06:00.001+08:00

Written by Rose M. Garland

Ever feel that way? Like you just need to be alone, but life makes it difficult sometimes? It seems likely that we crave time alone so that we can consciously process our thoughts, experiences and feelings. Or maybe we need time alone so we don’t have to! :p

It amazes me how complicated we all are. We’re such a jumble of interconnectedness – our brains firing synapses that tell our body what to do, our emotions, thoughts, and responses to our experiences. It seems likely to me that when you just need to be alone, you have to make sure that happens – even if it hurts someone else’s feelings. They will always get over it.

Introverts need time to recharge, and extroverts need time alone too. I’m always worried for people who don’t like to be alone, and need someone with them all the time. To me, that speaks of a great fear of self-reflection, as if they are afraid of what will happen if they are forced to sit quietly in themselves. I just don’t think that’s natural, or healthy. We come in alone, we die alone – getting comfortable with alone seems necessary.

If you’re like me, I can only take just so much time being around other people before I need to recharge alone. Other people prefer listening to music, but I prefer silence. Although I may read a book or watch some tv, those are really distancing mechanisms, where I think of nothing but what I’m presented with, but I think these times are necessary too.

We’re always growing, and always changing, even when it seems like our thoughts are just in a big loop – they’re not. I think that while our thoughts can travel in a big loop, that they’re more like a tightly wound spiral coil – it seems as if you’re thinking the same things, and most likely you’re thinking most of the same things, but even the little bitty changes in thinking will eventually lead to the answer you most desire.

Make time to be alone, especially when life is chaotic. It doesn’t mean you’re sad, just thoughtful. There’s no need to apologize, because you’re not doing it for other’s well-being. Taking care of yourself, is just as important as taking care of the ones around you.

All best,

Rose

note: now i understand...

32 Ways to Make Someone Happy Today

2011-10-13T17:01:00.000+08:00

sumthing i got from the internet

32 Ways to Make Someone Happy Today

Just thought I’d give all of you a nice list of things to think about. This isn’t an in-depth post, but more of a thought for the day — is there someone you’d like to make happy today?

Making others happy is one of the best ways to have a great day yourself. It can brighten the world around you.

This list is just to spark some ideas, and please note that not every item on this list is appropriate for every person in your life. I trust you to figure out which actions go with which people.

Make someone happy today!

Smile.
Help them carry something.
Send a thank-you email.
Call just to see how they’re doing.
Pick them flowers.
Cook them a nice meal.
Tell a joke and laugh your butts off.
Clean.
Write a love letter to a loved one.
Give them a cherished book.
Bake cookies.
Praise them publicly.
Thank them for a job well done.
Listen.
Be there when they’re in need.
Give a free hug.
Spend time with them, having fun.
Do errands or chores for them.
Say I love you.
Help them get ahead.
Be proud of them.
Babysit if they need it.
House sit if they need it.
Buy them movie tickets.
Create a care package.
Coffee. Mmmm.
List the things you love about them.
Secretly leave them thank you notes.
Give a back rub when appropriate.
Deliver a nice lunch to them when they’re having a rough day.
Love them, completely.
Be happy yourself.

21 to remember

2011-10-13T10:38:00.000+08:00

ONE Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE Don’t believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR When you say, ‘I love you ,’ mean it.

FIVE When you say, ‘I’m sorry,’ look the person in the eye.

SIX Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT Never laugh at anyone’s dream. People who don’t have dreams don’t have much.

NINE Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it’s the only way to live life completely.

TEN In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

ELEVEN Don’t judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN When someone asks you a question you don’t want to answer, smile and ask, ‘Why do you want to know?’

FOURTEEN Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN Say ‘bless you‘ when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN When you lose, don’t lose the lesson!

SEVENTEEN Remember the three R’s: Respect for self; Respect for others; and responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN Don’t let a little dispute injure a great friendship..

NINETEEN When you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY Smile when picking up the phone… The caller will hear it in your voice.

TWENTY ONE Spend some time alone.

...

2011-10-12T16:36:00.002+08:00

i got this from a book.

Tanpa nafas, manusia akan mati
Tetapi tanpa cinta, manusia tidak akan dapat hidup

wake up call

2011-10-09T20:31:00.002+08:00

ok. im 31 already.

serious it a second wake up call. bout life, career and lovelife.

This just got move now. pronto!

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2011-10-04T12:29:00.000+08:00

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2011-09-28T14:57:00.000+08:00

I love the sea, I love the shore
I love the rocks and what is more
You and they never be a bore
Cause I love being here with you

Current wishlist

2011-09-27T19:04:00.003+08:00

VANS fortnight backpack

Apple iPad 2

Manchester United Euro 3rd Away kit size S

Bell & Ross watch

updates!

2011-09-22T13:57:00.004+08:00

hi all,

a lot of things happen lately...

did a plan to surprise my brother on his birthday and got canceled and the end me and mom have to wait for him till gets home. But at the end the smile from his face do cheer me up after panicking msg ppl to cancel out the surprise.

so happy birthday dear brother!

To be honest, the more simple u try to put it , the more complicated it will turnout. I need a break from this *sigh*

Prophet’s Promise to Christians

2011-09-09T10:21:00.001+08:00

Prophet’s Promise to Christians

sumthing i found on the net. sharing is caring

eid 1432

2011-08-31T21:51:00.004+08:00

salam eidul fitri to all...
more on

http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150434409028298.459113.780778297&l=8d3a07b69b&type=1

:)

2011-08-09T16:17:00.002+08:00

sharing is caring

2011-08-03T09:12:00.001+08:00

sumthing i got from the net.

short note ;)

2011-08-01T23:21:00.003+08:00

hi all,

happy ramadhan almubarak to all!

may this ramadhan brings out the good side within us.

btw im exclusively in a relationship. ;)

oktengsbye!

hidung kembang...

2011-07-22T11:18:00.000+08:00

sumthing to share

2011-07-12T13:00:00.001+08:00

"When we least expect it, life sets us a challenge to test our courage and willingness to change; at such a moment, there is no point in pretending that nothing has happened or in saying that we are not yet ready. The challenge will not wait. Life does not look back. A week is more than enough time for us to decide whether or not to accept our destiny."

— Paulo Coelho (The Devil and Miss Prym)

Perihal terbaru aku 3

2011-07-09T23:24:00.004+08:00

Hi all,

here are the latest updates:

1. Went for blood test and yesterday was the result + medical check up. The doc says that everything is ok and she envy on my cholesterol level. perfect as she say. Thanks to the 1 month gym session, Kellogs K diet for almost a month, regular jogging at the park and most of all eat more vege. They will review my medication end of this year. To reduce to 100mg compare to my current dose that is 100mg.

2. Looking forward to spend few days in terengganu before bulan puasa.

3. Selling my bike to get a new macbook pro.

4. Doing a regular workout using my brother's gym equipment in his room. Cant wait the see the 4 packs tone up.

5. I'm dating now. but still hush hush... but i am happy :)

2011-07-07T02:03:00.001+08:00

wherever your heart is, that's where you'll find your treasure

~ The Alchemist

It is maktub..

2011-06-14T19:05:00.004+08:00

Hey all...

just finished reading the Alchemist by Paulo Coelho. Took me awhile to finish it (sumore i read the book before i doze off).

The book did share some points what we can archive in life. Nevertheless it did gave me another look on perspective what do i seek in my life, about getting lost, facing failure and what is 'maktub' - one writes their won destiny.

And so , im taking the essence of the book and lead the life of my own.

Dewa - Risahlah Hati (original clip)

2011-06-12T18:43:00.000+08:00

*current feeling

Dewa - Lagu Cinta (Original Clip)

2011-06-12T02:50:00.000+08:00

Kings Of Convenience - I'd Rather Dance With You

2011-05-26T15:27:00.000+08:00

The song of the week... ;)

words of wisdom

2011-05-23T16:02:00.002+08:00

Day 30 – A photograph of yourself today + three good things that have happened in the past 30 days

2011-05-02T03:26:00.002+08:00

I know, i know, it already passed the 30 days period. But wat the heck. im still gonna end it

me taken by MFS at tunku hill studio

1. The band has new set of songs. Kinda excited with the progress.

2. Im more determine to get things done in prompt

3. Im going back to gym!

Day 29 – Something you could never get tired of doing

2011-05-02T03:25:00.003+08:00

1. drawing doodles

2, Taking photos

3. Reading

4. Finding my TRUE CALLING

Day 28 – In this past month, what have you learned?

2011-05-02T03:18:00.002+08:00

in the month of April...

1. intention + mechanism = result

2. exercise to maintain your stamina

3. never give up on the talent that i already have - drawings

Day 27 – What kind of person attracts you?

2011-05-02T03:10:00.003+08:00

someone that is simple, open minded, funny, independent and kind-hearted.

Day 26 – A photo of somewhere you want to go

2011-04-22T20:24:00.002+08:00

I really want to go to this place. hopefully i can go this year.

Day 25 – Who are you?

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who am i?

i am a man, a son and part of 22.5 million people live in Peninsular Malaysia.
just goggle fadli izmir and u'll find out ;)

Day 24 – A photo of something that means a lot to you

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they are my everything...

Day 23 – 15 facts about you

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15 fun facts about me

1. a left handed person

2. born and raised in Taman Tun Dr. Ismail

3. A coffee addict - nescafe and kemaman are his fav!

4. a mac geek

5. loves to doddle and taking photos

6. an air drum player

7. a man. utd fan

8. currently managing a post rock band - protopolis

9. once walk home from school about 9km (in jitra,kedah)

10. can swim but cant float

11. once work as a temporary art teacher

12. loves the beach

13. cant roll his tongue

14. loves durian but cant take pengat, pulut or anything that has been made from durian

15. has a long time crush - irene santiago

Day 22 – A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

2011-04-14T01:46:00.001+08:00

Dear B,

i thought i have found what i have been looking for.

Day 21 – A photo of something that makes you happy

2011-04-11T18:25:00.002+08:00

taking portrait picture

Day 20 – The meaning behind your blog name

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Simple. I love to drink 3in1 nescafe coffee therefore a spontaneous title when i decided to have a personal yet public blog.

Day 19 – A picture of something you want to do before you die

2011-04-10T11:28:00.002+08:00

insyallah dengan izinNya

Day 18 – 5 things that irritate ME about opposite/same sex

2011-04-10T11:09:00.002+08:00

Ha!

5 things that irritate ME about opposite/same sex

1. Most of them dont signal to change lane (pakai masuk jer) and then buat muka tak bersalah.

2. Those that pakai tudung but pakai baju t-shirt sleeves and low cut jeans that can see their undies.

3. Those that has wardrobe malfunction. Please do consider color scheme and taste in fashion.

4. People at the tol booth. please smile.

5. Those people that double park. MAJOR one. Menyusahkan orang!

Day 17 – How you hope your future will be like

2011-04-05T14:00:00.002+08:00

my future...

seriously takut mau berbicara mengenai masa hadapan. takut ia hanya harapan atau angan kosong sahaja.

apa yang dikejar, apa yang diharapkan dan akan tercapai. bak kata orang, tepuk dada tanya diri. apa yang dilihat dalam 10 tahun, 5 tahun mahupun akhir tahun ini.

idamkan kehidupan yang selesa, tiada bebanan yang berat. yang mampu dinyatakan ialah berusaha untuk menjadi usahawan yang selesa dengan hidup bersama keluarga dan rakan -rakan.

kita merancang, tuhan yang menentukan....

Day 16 – Short term goals for this month and why

2011-04-04T17:19:00.004+08:00

Ahh.. agak pening untuk memikirkan short term goal untuk bulan ini.

yang penting untuk menyiapkan kerja yang tertangguh. untuk mendapatkan fulus to rolling perniagaan yang agak senyap seketika.

agak penat nak pulun 2 kerja dalam datu satu hari. Day job vs freelancing. Penat satu hal. Macbook dah start to get slow. pening! nak beli macbook pro baru atau angkat D60 dulu.

So yang penting short term goal. stop procrastinate! get the job on time! sekian terima kasih

Day 15 – Something you don’t leave the house without

2011-03-29T12:27:00.004+08:00

sorry for the delay...

Here are the items that are in my bag.

1. Pencilcase - never leave it without it. pen, pencil, marker and all the stationary you can think off

2. my small sketchbook - so called the idea book for random sketches and notes

3. card reader - to transfer all sort cards to the laptops and desktop.

4. Extra artline pens and pencil - just in case seluk beg terus ambik

5. Pendrives - to transfer files and safe files for safe keeping

6. Hand cream - my hand can be dry sumtimes... shucks.. for smoother hands ;)

7. Notebook - to take notes during discussion and meetings

Well of course the wallet, house and car keys and not to forget my bb ;)

Day 14 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to

2011-03-28T18:18:00.004+08:00

Chuck!

all because of her!
Yvonne Strahovski as Special Agent Sarah Walker C.I.A

nuff said.

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist

2011-03-25T15:50:00.010+08:00

are u Serious?

i've got lots of fav band. tell you what.. let me categories it.

early 1990

This is the band with "Step by step" and "please don't go girl"

mid 1990s
It was war between rock kapak and english pop

wings - jerangkung dalam almari was my first malay rock album in cassette. Bought at pasar malam in Jitra, Kedah. ;)

my dad accidentally bought this album when he was in UK. got hooked up with him too..

During the grunge era.. 1993 - 1996

Nirvana was introduced to me by a friend.

Smashing pumpkins was another alternative band

The intro of R&B
A good friend influence me to listen to them.

Boyz to Men

Jodeci

But the all time fav is Foo Fighters and incubus!

Day 12 – Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

2011-03-23T01:54:00.005+08:00

current status: single

how is my single life?

krik..krik..krik.. (cricket sound)

there's pros and cons innit.

from my point of view, being single do give a lot of time to prepare and self discover before you are actually gonna face those unexpected event to happen i.e falling head over heals or in love.

My single life has been occupied with work and sleep besides spending time with my mom. Gone out for a few dates but mostly casually with no intention for upcoming stage nor phase. At point i do tend to get jealous with my siblings with their partners. Well spending most of my weekend doing my reading session at borders and PR with existing clients do take the feeling of having a companionship out of my mind.

I dont miss chatting on ym and having late night calls (well literally), receiving and giving unexpected gifts at unexpected time, go out for the random outing and mostly gastronomical journey. As most of us would say - hey, i've been there and done that.

To be honest i dont intend to be single for the rest of my life. The tendency not to be single is there. Just waiting for the chance and making the right choice. For sure that i know the time will come.

Until the time that i walk to a girl and say "i want to grow old with u". The single life is not bad as some people think. Its how u lead ur life with it. ;)

Day 11 – A picture of your favorite memory

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i miss my last days in that school.

Day 10 – A photo of your favorite place to eat

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(gambar hiasan)

Hah! the favourite place to eat. mostly to 'tapau' the food. firstly comes to my my mind is Santai TTDI. The ppl is nice and the food is up to my expectation.

My favourite dishes at SANTAI

1. Kueh Teow Ladna
2. Nasi Putih daging merah + sayur champur + telur dadar
3. Nasi goreng Thai
4. Nasi putih ayam paprik

DAY 9 - A PHOTO OF THE ITEM I LAST PURCHASED belated

2011-03-16T18:27:00.004+08:00

im back!

i missed few day.. due to workload.. my bad.

well i bought 2 items actually. a 0.6 and 0.4 artline pen.

basically its the tool for me to do my illustration. My strokes a bit 'berkarat' as told by my boss, but then again its a good exercise for me to start sketching again.

anyway here are the work-in-progress

DAY 8 - YOUR DREAM WEDDING

2011-03-14T10:25:00.004+08:00

I am quite simple person. i just want a simple but yet memorable wedding. Just the family and close friends will do. The theme will be either white or earth white with the touch of gold. Location would be my aunt's hse at bukit jelutong, shah alam.

2nd option would be a wedding reception at the beach. Will be perfect for photoshoot of the sunset ;)

Day 7 – A photo of an animal you’d love to keep as a pet.

2011-03-14T05:57:00.003+08:00

This is my fav photo of the cat that i used to like.

Cabaran hari ketujuh!

seriously i want to have like simon's cat

Day 6 – A song to match your mood

2011-03-11T15:31:00.003+08:00

This is my morning.

Everytime when i log on to my mac in the morning. This is the song that set the mood for the day.

You can feel the motions in this song. hope you'll enjoy it ;)

Yndi Halda - Dash and Blast.

Day 5 – What makes you different from everyone else?

2011-03-11T09:54:00.005+08:00

Everyone is unique and special at its own way.

what makes me different that others

1. I love to eat raw durian but takleh tahan eating the pulut durian, pengat durian, ice cream durian or everything related to it.

2. my right palm is different. please see the lines at my palm. different rite? according to my cousin, if i slap person with my right hand, she/he will suffer enormous pain (not quite sure bout it)

3. i can't roll my tongue

Honestly, i tried to crack my head.. but then again cant think of any. Do let me know if u spot something different about me. thanks ;)

Day 4, my best friend

2011-03-10T00:17:00.003+08:00

This is my best friend. We've been friends since primary school. if you see her, do tell her that i miss her. ;)

Day 3

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day 3 - Your idea of the perfect first date..

Hmmm...bila dapat topic about perfect date. straightaway my mind goes wild. nak pikir bout the 'perfect' date.

Agak pening nak memilih the best spot, topic to talk about, dressing, tempat mkn and etc etc. And the list forever tak habis. Trying to be unique and memorable. Janji she is comfortable with me and the rest will be just additional props. Minum di kedai kopi pun boleh jadi prefect first date.

So nak jump to conclusion - It doesnt matter when,where and what, all you need it is when at then end your date say - "u make my day, thanks for everything, we should do again next time", with a smile and a kiss on my cheek . To me, that's the perfect first date that leads to next date. ;)

What's my favourite movie?

2011-03-08T10:27:00.005+08:00

Alrite next question - favorite movie?

to be honest i can easily list out all the fav movies right now but to have the ultimate fav movie, its kindda hard to decide. And the movie that got the spot is - Serendipity a romantic comedy starring John Cusack and Kate Beckinsale. I am hopelessly romantic person (angkat bakul sendiri) :P

A simple movie with lil twist on love, fate and destiny. I can watch it all over again (i've watch about 20 times from the DVD). Talking about my watching over and over again, fast forward to my favorite scene. Then keep on daydreaming bestnyer if your life will be like that movie. I wish...

my favorite song

2011-03-07T18:11:00.004+08:00

day 1

Got the invitation from a dear friend. to do - 30 things in 30 days challenge.so here goes...

Your favorite song?

To be honest, banyak sangat lagu yg terbayang after i read the 1st question. From the day that i know what music is all about. The childhood till zaman dah dewasa. Giler pening nak memikir abut favorite song. The best of the best.

The song that has the impact in my life is... (drums rolling...)

Creep by Radiohead

This song was introduced to me by sai, my classmate in form 3. That time baru nak kenal lagu rock alternative. Honestly that was the song that he wrote on my table siap pakai liquid paper. To remember me bout my lost in first love. Giler layan tangkap for a teenage love song.We sang this in the class almost everyday. Sanggup pinjam kaset buat duplicate.

So biler ader rasa nak karok this song. Feel free to do so. Jaminan satisfaction! ;)

*part of the lyric

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

2011-03-03T11:43:00.001+08:00

updating the blog

2011-01-26T11:51:00.003+08:00

Hi all,

its already end of jan 2011. how time flies… sorry haven't been updating the blog, was occupied with the day and freelance.

got few plans in hand. merely on the business plan ideas and expanding network

currently in need for to expand the studio, loans still in progress. in meanwhile im planning for the band's new single. find gigs and plan for our 6 months activities.

before i forget.. im planing for a trip to KOREA! hopefully this may! hav to save sum cash for the trip. hwaiting! ;)

take care...

2011

2011-01-02T02:14:00.004+08:00

here are the list what i want to do in 2011

1. do more on studio photography

2. find/organise gigs for the band

3. travel more - bali, india and korea!!!!

4. eat well and stay fit

5. read more books

thats all for now...

looking forward another 364 days to go ;)

a long december...

2010-12-01T00:39:00.002+08:00

It's december now...

how time flies...

havent been updating the blog. Been bit busy lately with work, freelance and not to mention managing a post rock band.

anyhow... updates coming up soon...

smart ebike

2010-11-08T12:04:00.001+08:00

smart ebike. *damn smart! ;)

http://www.behance.net/gallery/smart-ebike/783003

Current wish list part 3

2010-09-27T16:20:00.001+08:00

fixie

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eid fitri 1431 h

2010-09-13T10:10:00.001+08:00

eid1431

2010-09-09T11:35:00.002+08:00

Berbuka bersama rakan-rakan

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suatu pagi di pinggir ibukota

2010-08-19T07:04:00.002+08:00

Its Fasting month already...

2010-08-13T10:28:00.004+08:00

Tup tup dah masuk bulan ramadhan. cepat masa belalu..

this year is dapat berbuka pose with the family. Balik awal on the 1st day. Me took mummy to Restoran Riah but unfortunately tutup. When ahead to pasar ramadhan taman tun with fariz and the crowd is like madness. ramai giler terus call-order at vichuda restoran for some lauk. After that fariz ajak ker pasar ramadhan sg penchala.. pergghh.. giler ramai manusia.

anyways, berbuka was good as my fav drink bandung with ice cream soda.. layan...

anyways selamat menyambut ramadhan almubarak... ;)